Thursday, June 30, 2011

I love Skype!!

I definitely know what you mean about spending as much time as your can with your mom and the rest of the family.  I did the same thing right before I left. Right before I left, I still had no idea how Skype really worked and if I would even us it. Little did I know that it would be the one thing that kept me close to my mom and family until I returned. Of course it is not the same but it helps a lot.

I got a bit sick yesterday evening, I don't know if it was something I ate or if my body is recovering from this weekend or if I am just missing you guys too much. Thank God that this morning I feel better and I am looking forward to spending some time with the girls here in Poland =)! I never thought I would get so close to them here, for the simple reason that it is so hard to leave you guys in Stockholm, and i didn't want to go through it all over again but i am starting to realize that i love the girls here so much. I am sad that I have to leave them too =(!
I think the worst thing I did when I got to Poland was that I had my guard up, and I stayed as distant as I possibly could. Now, I realize that I shouldn't have done that. I had dinner with three amazing girls on Tuesday. Girls that are so happy and filled with life, just like me, but I don't think they will ever know that because I never gave them the chance to get to know me like I did while I was in Stockholm.
Yesterday, I also Skyped with Julia. it was so nice to see her, I mean I had just seen her a few days before but it made my day =)! She is also going through a lot now that she is home and I was so happy to have been able to talk to her and be there. Even if i really wasn't there. It really does make me grateful to have things like FB and Skype.
Can't wait to hear all about your conference, i am sure it will be great!!
I love you

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Errands errands errands

My god, McDreamy was such an asshole in that episode, don't you think?

I'm feeling better, but I'm still all muckos:y in my throat :p inte cool! How about you? How are you doing?
I'm going out shopping for things for my trip today. Need to get a "travelsheet" (you should look into getting one! Its tiny and made of silk) and a new adapter, because my old one didn't work when I tried to put the power cord in it :s I'm going to the tailor with my gold jacket as well and I'm also shopping for my grandma's bday with my mom :) We're spending the entire afternoon and evening together. I know it's silly, but I'm really happy to spend time with my mom these days. Maybe it's that I'm trying to maximize our time together before I leave.

Anyway, I think I'm meeting up with the boys when they get back from Gothenburg in a few days. :) I haven't had the chance to see them and say see you later yet.

Ohh btw I was looking on Griffith's (my school) website yesterday and found out which textbooks I need for my classes. Where do you usually find your books? I was looking at
Amazon but I was thinking maybe you know a better site?

Oh and I know I've said it before but I'm really happy I got to see you again before I leave for Aussie :)

This weekend this "gang" is getting together again for the Doc congress! Can't wait!! Haha

Finally saw the last episode of grey's



It's a regular day, here in Poland. I woke up and started watching TV lol. Well, I finally got around to watching the final episode of grey's anatomy. I have no idea what is going on with me the past few weeks but i am so emotional, i cried during the show. I have cried during every other show I have watched in the past month. Maybe i am entitled to be a bit emotional, but it makes me feel silly. I hope all my emotions are acting like this because i am leaving soon and nothing else is wrong. I know you already know this but if you start to feel emotional and want to talk, you know I am here =)!!
I haven't talked to you on Skype or on FB.
How are you feeling?? Ready for work anytime soon??
Love you...can't for our next conversation =)

Monday, June 27, 2011

Finger to the Eyebrow - for sure!!

Hi love! 

I'm so glad you came this weekend :) Midsummer's wouldn't have been the same without you!! 
I know things feel like crap right now, after saying goodbye to all the people you love in Björnkulla. But you and I both know you should always finish on top! Finish while things are still good! You will see these people again some day. Perhaps it will never be the same, but that doesn't mean it won't be great. Different is not necessarily bad. It's just not the SAME. 

Whenever you feel like talking, you know I'll be here for you. Always!! Love you! :)